siniz.kim

다 살자고 하는 일이고,
다 웃자고 사는 것이다.

please, not any more.
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you were beauti-fool.

결국 끝까지, 자신을 돌보지 않고
짐만 되고 해를 끼치고 욕을 하던 이들을 위하는구나, 아저씨는.
인생의 마지막 순간도 그들을 구하려고 아프게 써버리는구나.
정말로 모두 딸이고, 아들이고, 부모이고, 형제였구나, 아저씨에겐.
아저씨에겐 그 무거운 칭호보다 아버지란 말이 어울려.
편히 쉬어요.

“my bowtie”
s, n, z in the loop.
siniz in change.

Thank God It’s Wednesday!
/ Tomorrow is holiday, and I will take Friday off.
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Sub (aka. Joon during this trip) and Jake is visiting me tomorrow,
yeah, time to rock!

여전히 와인 맛을 딱히 알 리 없는 나는
아드리안이 와인을 마실 때 꺼내는
일련의 비유들이 그리 와닿지는 않는다.
“새벽 숲의 버섯”, 햇살이 강하게 느껴지는 맛과
흙이 진하게 느껴지는 맛의 차이, 어쩌고 저쩌고…
외할머니가 들으면 콧방귀로 접시를 공중부양시킬 소리지.
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내가 아는 것, 체질상 “와인은 금방 확 온다”, “말하기가 귀찮아진다.”

It depends on how you spent the night before.
(라면 먹고 잤다…)
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상자 속에서 빛도 못 보던 시절에서 벗어나
새 삶을 찾은 보두미, 보동보동~

Today is my first anniversary – being a frog.
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I lived in Herrenberg for 8 months, in Tuebingen for 2 months, and now I am having my second month in Stuttgart. Let’s call it ‘the evolution of residence’ :-) Though the house is not a fancy one, it’s good enough and I am really enjoying living with Adriaan, one of my colleague, great Belgian chef, and another big Top Gear fan. Btw, congratulations to him for his ‘new’ life :-) Seeing his happy smile makes me happy too.
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In terms of work, it’s OK. Though I can’t be really satisfied with what I’ve produced (because I can imagine the better result), you can’t get everything you want. Compromise is essential, and how to compromise in an efficient and better way is what you learn. And in addition, I learn about what I personally want by comparison to the company works.
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I am on the train going to Frankfurt to renew my passport now, which means it’s been already 5 years since I got it. Ooh yeah, Time flies and I swim.
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It’s been 2 weeks since I started going to the gym. Having 2 hours of exercise, sauna, and shower combination 3-4 times a week is totally something I’d needed so much. Working out seems shaking all the priorities, pressure or whatever in my mind and reordering in natural order – while literally shaking the container of them. :-)
Let it fall, flow, break, heal and be.